small poems about people who no longer think of me
1. I didn’t love him
But he promised to never leave
He never did

2. He kissed too hard
But he told me he loved me
And that was all that I needed

3. I don’t remember the smell of his cologne
But I remember his hands on my hip bones
The first day we met

4. It was late
We were drunk but
Her lips tasted like heaven
And I felt like hell

5. Nobody told me about
Girls who lit too many cigarettes
I was scared to kiss her

6. I let him go for another girl
Turns out he never really loved me
But I’m still sorry

7. Some days I shuttered at the sound of her Name and other days I was drowning it in vodka

8. People thought we were perfect
You thought she was prettier than me

9. You didn’t want me but your voice gave Me chills and so did your smile
I kept telling myself there was hope

10. Someone told me you used to talk about me. I wasn’t your first or your last but I still
Hope you didn’t forget me

11. I don’t miss you but I smelled
Your perfume the other day and my heart
Broke for just a second

12. You never showed emotion until it was
11 pm and you were screaming at the moon
I was scared you’d take your life

13. I thought we would last forever
But I also thought the sky was blue
Some things are only an illusion

14. I was scared to get too attached and I left You twice for the girl who ruined me
It fucked everything up

//I sometimes wonder what it would be like if I would’ve stayed (via overattachedd)

insecurities

in therapy yesterday we were talking about our insecurities and i said one was my height and she told me that in ancient times everyone who was tall was considered a goddess or royalty and beautiful because all the beautiful animals were tall and majestic. this is the best response ive ever gotten to one of my insecurities